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  • tangled tidal waves crash

    along the highways driving

    smoking

    binging

    purging several yards of sins 

    littering lawns

    abandoned businesses

    octopi predicting stock markets

    ghosts counting pigeons

    swarming outside

    dormant window panes

    as painful as life has wanted them to be

    tackling with glee the unfortunate

    be or be eaten listless mentalities

    slaves to the vengeful & grieving 

    for the former future

    we saw and see in the rear view mirrors

    torn tussling bodies of the inferior

    eating each other's organs

    waiting in picket lines

    bleakness of the void 

    all to avoid decorating the interiors 

    with paint by number

    take this torniquet

    for the benefit of who is not to 

    believe this sworn statement

    in fine print

    page to page

    note to note

    trying only to invoke

    the dawn of a relative truth

    trying only to give a selective proof

    what is actually real

    to the reptiles groping each others

    penises as the world is swirling under

    the crashing waters of drought

    of sweeteners and fast food fungus

     

     

  • Holiday

    turn the camera

    twist the lens

    can you see far enough

    into your own outer space

    vexing

    floating

    star gazing

    inept to internalize it all

    just yet

    another sip of aged bourbon

    another symptom of the truth

    of all that we are

    or would ever hope to be

    washed away in the icy chill

    of the restlessness of a Pacific Ocean

    the ringer around your t-shirt

    faded from an improper coin op

    co-opt

    bleach wash

    staunch this

    resemble that

    won't compromise under the shadows

    sparkle in the bat's eyes

    it's ears 

    ever to be more than that

    there

    efficient

    quotient

    quotation

    for another

    flawed equation

    floating into the equator

    living 

    breathing

    under the dock

    of the atomic space station

    rippling through another cardiogram

    between your heart and 

    your nose

    this particular stretch

    of the imagination

    to forget the feeling of a insensitive vacuum

    i feel my skin leave its home

    i howl in regret

    and my teeth shine for miles 

  • Exponential & Technological (EDIT)

    the technological paranoid schizophrenic

    & his cloned nucleic acids

    are dangling from the tips of tweezers

    transmitting light into

    perpetual surges of brainwave euphoria

     

    like cat eyes darting in strange patterns

    as the fissures of bulbs become crispy black

    their remnants left maneuvering 

    marble to marble

    curving along worn rings of gravity

    congregating from oblivion

    into a perfect homeostasis

     

    yet the crowd is now silent

     

    their fingers grasp at screens

    with delight that terrorizes pedophiles

    as the skin peels 

    its own invisibility & irrelevance apart

    flailing itself up and down

    amongst the clatter of dramatic acts

    all buzzing with a surge of electricity

    roasting their nasal cavities

    filled with old sentiments

    and other olfactory nonsense

    seemingly remembers

    that no one interacts with any divinity

    whatsoever

     

    it's a queasiness that only loneliness

    can reveal sewn from a thousand pieces

    of evolving concepts

    eroding in Chinese villages left with nothing

    but acres of hardware infinity

     

    where 

    cosmic/chronologic/absurd

    nano-weirdos vainly propose

    ashes resembling the height of culture

    these bands of misfits wholly hypnotized

    by the sheer fact of shoes

    worn and unraveled by the truth of it all

    while digitized voices drown in their own ambience  

    not anymore interesting

    not any more possessing of

    the innocence & intangible 

    than the truth that I bought

    so here we are

    left to stare vacantly into blackholes

    while exquisitely prepared meals 

    are left to cool, soften, decay

    with glowing waves of information 

    a strobe light in childhood homes

    the promise

    so young

    so real

    so gone

     

    but still they sit upon their capsized boats

    murmuring songs and conversations

    offering themselves everything for 

    absolutely nothing

    but hands peeling & sore

    gripping an oarless paddle

    in the Antarctic abyss

     

    sitting still

    whole conversations turn out to be:

    an internal hum of baseless mediocrity

     

    the fog swarms the galactic coasts

    its snowy coat billowing across 

    highways

    its mouths

    like a gurgling stream 

    left to propel too long

     

    tiny fingers dissipating into piney trees

     

    frozen in the defaced alleyway

    muttering softly

    indentured to each other

     

    too much left to say

    to deafening ears

     

  • Arctic Piano

    and i will crawl through its fruit & trees (0:11)

    up to the the coast with an arctic breeze

    i'm looking out at the robotic seas

    beyond a future fog called calamity 

     

    (distorted screams)

    can't you see it in the whites of your eyes

    we're burning fragments of

    fracture future

    in the eye of a storm

     

    i'm another blinking God

    I'm another vanquished star

    take us to the brink of a languished

    15 minute nod

    i'm what's left of the fiction truth

    i'm what's left of the right brain proof

    forget about your circuitry

    just live out your life

     

    i've come to decide 

    that i can love this

    i can love this

     

    and i've come

    to decide that 

    i can love this

    i can love this

     

    (back ground)

    can't you see it in the whites of your eyes

    we've become burning fiction

    TV's suck out the back of our minds

     

    i can take it to another truth

    wrinkled planets in a vacuum

    little atoms bumping into the

    mediocrity of who

    can take this into the upper light

    forget the past and forge a sign

    let the eons smash the atoms

    let's just do this right

     

    i've come to decide 

    that i can love this

    i can love this

     

    and i've come

    to decide that 

    i can love this

    i can love this

     

    I can see this in the whites of your eyes

    it's the blackened smoke of future promise

    in a fucking black suit and tie

     

     

     



  • City.Life.Scream

    And I'm coming from the future to deliver you these rhymes

    And we're running from the city and the perils of time

    I got this hyperbolic flow and robotic logic

    it's all nostalgic for an urban soul

    it goes

    it goes

    on and on and on

     

     

     

     

  • Born from the Son

    I was borne from the sun

    just like the raisin

    born from the gun

    just like the seasons

     

     

    i was taken from a twister tornado of fate

    listen motherfucker you escaped the place

    at your seat at the table

    born from the rhymes

    i sit and revel futures

    fly on beats doom and grime

    i'm taken my time

    it's intelligent design

    rippin through the vapors

    trace spectrums of signs

    i'm connecting the dots

    around my feet on the ground

    neck lurched over

    shake my hair all around

    burning motherfuckers into the soot of the now

    leaving to the upper side of a galactic sound

    peeling off your gown

    reeling off the crowd

    burn the future fragments of a holy cow

    and no creator

    push the fader

    land in crater

    elevated stature

    noon time chapel is ringing the bells

    it's another tale of the fog

    i've lived to tell

     

    tearing till it fissures

    cut with rusty scissors

    worship cunning lizards

    ripping out the gizzards

    summon all the wizards

    blurry buzzing blizzards

    all i have delivered

     

    sunspot sing and severed

    looking down the never

    see into the spine

    the meaning of our history

    scarring through our kind

     

    breathing as we gather

    appreciate the mind

    respect to the communities

    work to better lives

     

    hanging by my side

    the new and future hope

    respect to all belief systems

    no one truly knows

     

    delve into the notes

    a communion of our souls

    the futurePHANTOM on horizons

    starry sun now glows

     

     

     

     

  • like armies marching over my spinal column

    i seem to venture forth on two legs

    despite their cacophony of putting me usunder

    bulletins and newsletters speak of a future of wonder

    but i dont feel the thunder

    as the heart does not fracture 

    has no rhythm to a beat to take

    pulsating in my consciousness i don't feel the swagger

    i don't feel awake

     

    i only breathe in some rusty sense of defeat

    and i suddenly notice that i am in fact

    asleep

    and at the wheel

    my car is swerving into my last supper

    my final meal before the zeal

    as the turn chair around to a spectacle

    and turn the switch from

    off to steal

    the shores where i lay flat and my belly grows

    till it's a future i know

    till im 100 feet in the air looking down on 

    the same ground

    till something is worth fighting for

    till something else of this world is found

    till i can hear the strawberries grow

    till i can hear some new and unbelievable sound

    till my head thrashes and forsakes

    till my eyes blind

    and shift to blink all for the break

    into the underground of a future

    where utterances are political awakenings

    and sutures hold the intestines 

    from vomiting up back out of a bag of flesh

    how many wrists can we slit

    until the paramedics turn off the sirens, go adrift

    pick up whores

    and wreck their sores

    till i'm drowning in existentialism and self loathing

    till it is on the doorstep of pain and sorrow that i go betrothing

    till it is a face fattened in filth and my heart begins slowing

    till something other than a mountain of debt stops growing

     

    maybe then the spinal column won't shift under the weight

    and fail

     

     

     

  • i can see

    i can hear the rain now

    moving through the sprouting vines

    i can see the sunrise of your eyes

     

    we can meet on saturn

    it's the earth, i can't begin to surmise

    come out of darkness into light

     

    and i can see the elephant

    in the belly of the boa inside

    i can see the dream born of the night

     

    if we can live for tomorrow for you

    for the lives we will live

    growing old through your youth

    it's the minute of emerging

    into wide open arms

    it's the memories of childhood

    and the peace of our voice

    and the peaks and the valleys

    first walks in the rain

    the snow on your red cheeks

    nothing more is the same

    first words from your mouth

    to utter refrains

    it's the paint brush and crayons

    press firm to the page

    it's the spectacle of imagining 

    that all this is real

    the fireworks explode and your

    eyes fill with zeal

    to love every moment

    to feel it within

    to embrace every problem

    every challenge is real

    you'll see

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

  • My New Video "Ghost Ride"

    I directed this video fusing many ideas and visuals from the last 6 months.  For those who listen, check it out.  

     

     

    gG presents GHOST RIDE from Curt Allday on Vimeo.

    From the new EP from gG "Mythos Pathos" available 4/29/2011 at:

    http://www.geppettogestapo.com

    Here's the new song detailing a multidimensional earth as only geppettoGESTAPO could present.

    Sit back as ghosts allow the cosmos to coast across the highways of the collective mind.

    Directed by galacticSON

  • On Thru the Doorway & Galactic Fog

    there is nothing more than a withering exterior

    and an ever brightening interior

    laying out on the strange bed of concrete

    the night forever forgotten to his lengthening 

    whiskers floating in saliva and the prohibition era

    lost in the life of the chaotic hum

    where those at the top are too high on their laurels

    droid robotic fighter jets dropping hypocrosies

    of paranoid religious ideology

    creed slithering snakes of greed and deceit

    i see the writing on the wall

    i read what i see

    and it ain't for me

    oh but the mutating life in the belly of the mother

    ready for me

    ready to launch out in the screams of 

    vibrating vocal cords

    the umbilical cord of the angelic pegasus

    will this be the we and us

    we've been looking for

    sipping on cocktails on the clear blue shores for

    only a day of tripping on the mushrooms of truth

    as worms of magic ripple under the surface

    and tell you there is more to know of 

    the door way to another dimension

    as it is cracked

    it may be more withered

    its wood is petrified

    like my ghostly state in the face of the new

    state of a higher being

    the higher ground

    i unravel all truth

    i push myself for higher sounds

    speaks across a spectrum of history

    how much further does the collective consciousness

    have to go to attain its mystery

    this isn't novel but astonishes

    those in misery

    as much as it may whisper

    thru the vapor trails of cackling digitized voices

    all along its alleyways

    in this interconnect web of hysteria

    propaganda

    lies

    still

    beautiful connections through

    the circuitry of technology

    seeing

    hearing

    knowing

    what sort of will of a people

    resides in its jungles &

    other urban environments

    as it calls for some sort

    of philosophical discernment

    of what this all really means

    but does it

    merely consist of

    the jackals of heaven rain down

    from the mouths of false prophets

    with out any miracles

    only a history of egos preying upon

    the mystified eyes of the unknown

    groveling to the secrets of 

    a green zone hiding from the people

    lobbing bombs as their lives

    through your flattened high definition televisions

    the carpet burns

    there is a screaming from the inside of the mansion

    the prince sits still

    his face melting like the cobwebs in the attics of suburbia

    pelting fate and destiny grafted to his bubbling skin

    the orifice of his mouth

    a tongue lashing the poor with seventy strokes

    of a lasso of rusting nails

    the slaves of our world have paid the price

    for their irrelevancy

    until we step forward into the light of truth as a society

    stand up

    kill the piep pipers tooting their own horns

    for a piece of a gurgling, slithering Hutt of a pie

    we stay shackled

    and lost

    but not to the life we can give

    for the love that bursts from the sieve

    to make this suffering all the more

    worth its own while in front of a ticking clock

    merely an illusion of a far greater conclusion

    of a collapse of everything

    and the life continues amongst the pebbles

    and marbles of the multiverse

    can you hear its call?

    can you imagine yourself

    not as a listless, wandering creature

    but alone in a space station?

    writing on this blog

    speaking about how man has finally done it

    beaten death

    with an immortal breath

    we can but only continue through

    the galactic beckoning fog